Ex-Girlfriend

Why are relationships so complicated?

I don't know what I want, however, I get mad and upset when someone else doesn't know what they want either. I was in a relationship for three and a half years and a year ago I was wishing and hoping and praying for that engagement ring. Was it b/c all my friends were getting married, actually not just friends, but seemingly everyone I knew? Or was it b/c society stresses marriage with advertisements, reality tv and celebrity gossip? Or did I just want to be the center of attention at a big party in a gorgeous white dress, something blue, something borrowed with my favorite music and lots of cake? I keep wondering now, how could I have been in this frame of thought, and him not even have the slightest reason for thinking about it. I guess everything happens - or doesn't happen - for a reason.