Definition: the state of being weary and restless through lack of interest.
I've been discontent lately - or maybe I'm just BORED? My life is routine. For two and a half years now, I leave to go to work at the same time everyday, drive the same route to work, sit in the same cubibcle they put me in the first day I started work, drive the same route home, eat dinner, and then go to sleep - all to wake up and start over again the next day. I'm not sure why I'm letting it affect as much as I am, but I need a change.
Unfortunately, there isn't much under my control to change. To anyone looking in, they would think, wow - she is doing GREAT - lots of friends, good family, nice paying job, homeowner, car...why would she want to change anything? I am thankful for everything that I have and I realize that I have a very fortunate, awesome life, but change is good! I need to do it more often to keep out of a rut, just like I've let myself slip into right now. To help just in the slightest, I've decided to rearrange my cube at work, make some changes around the house and plant a lot of flowers in the yard. These aren't big changes, but it will at least give me a nudge in the right direction.
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
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